And sometimes, God puts people in your path that you will never know and never meet. I met one inside a book yesterday.
A librarian I know well, mails me books to read. And this week as I was reading, I came across something in one of the books that was disturbing--so I called this librarian and said, "I've come across something so unusual, that I believe God intended for me to read this book right after the last person who read it--since I am someone who will act on what I found. Whoever it was that read it before I did, underlined some of the words in the book and wrote, 'This is me,' in the margin. Can I relay this to you, send the book back and you can check it out anonymously, and maybe God will someday give you a chance to help anonymously? You know who checked it out last. I don't."
The words that were underlined were scattered over fifteen pages, but I will group them. "I was a daydreamer. Quiet. Unseen. Stages scared me. Shadows did not. I watched the world out of the corners of my eyes. The library was magical, because every time I walked through the door, there were thousands of voices ready and willing to have a conversation with me. None of them rejected me.
And then whoever it was who marked the pages underlined, "What if I'm of value? What if I matter?" It's like a message in a bottle. Or a cry for help underlined in a book waiting for someone to notice the underlined passages.
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