I learned something yesterday. Pat took me to Tulsa to the dermatologist I’ve been going to for forty years. I like him so much, I thought it would be worth the trip of an hour and a half to go see him. Nope. I can’t do it anymore. I have reached the point that a trip of that sort is now out of the question.
It is now the next morning and I am still suffering the effects of riding in the car, unable to stretch, giving up my heating pad, etc. etc. Getting older is just a series of giving stuff up. I’m just having a terrible time knowing when to quit.
I went to a new GP last week and she asked me, “Why are you here?” I said, “I don’t know how to quit. It seems like failing.” And of course, I don’t like to fail. But one by one, the things I used to be able to do, I can’t do anymore. Unless I want to spend the entire next day sitting in a tub of hot water to soak the aches and pains. Here’s my plan: Be thankful for what I have left, and quit trying to be Wonder Woman. That gal split a long time ago.
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